I've never lost somebody. And I don't want to. But I know that the time is ticking away. And I'll have to lose somebody. They will be gone. I'm afraid of how it will feel. The absense of them. Will it crush me, or will it happen and go? The person will always be with me. But you can't dwell on the past too much. I want to care, to not drag it on forever, but is there such a thing as caring too much, or too little? I don't want the person to be dissapointed in me. But I guess they can't. Because I loved them. And that's what matters.